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Apr 08
Wheelchair
luckily my arms and neck and abdominals are gaining strength faster than my legs. Typing, sitting upright, and general stamina is increasing daily... Really wish I could walk though! Wheelchair isn't fun.
Talked with Zander again today. Had acute puppy. I could hear it's thoughts and it is not a puppy at all! Didn't mention it but I suspect they know I know. Solved a crime today too. Nothing amazing like brother, I just read a criminal's mind for the police and told them the location of the gun. Receive a consultation payment. Not a total mooch! Yay!
Clearly I am destined for this career of fast paced sitting-in-a-chair-and-doing-nothing. It is my calling.
Walking sure isn't.
Stupid wheelchair.
Apr 08
Walking
Is much harder than people make it look.
:< Stupid years of not using my legs. I guess being a cripple runs in the family.
Maybe I should buy a gun like Detective Dan?
.... I am somewhat addicted to detective manga.
Apr 08
Zander
Zander is a troubled boy. I can hear his tormented thoughts. I offer him comfort when he visits and we talk about my brother. He has an amazing gift. He takes me into a collection of my brother's memories and with these I can see events of his life. Thanks to this I feel a bit closer now to him than I have any right to.
Zander is a good boy. He has a strong will and a good heart but the people around him make him do terrible things.
I hope he realizes that what his heart wants is to be free of this torment.. If he makes the decision on his own then I will use what Jameson left to me to help him. But only if he chooses the right path. This is what brother would do, I am sure. He always let people make their own decisions. Good or bad. Shiko, Kurei, Danny, and now Zander.
It is.. hard to follow that example..
I have begun physical therapy to regain my deteriorated muscle mass..
Apr 08
Awakening
I woke up for the first time today. The first time in my whole life. My parents had long since given up hope but he never did. He always reserved hope for me. The doctors are baffled that I can speak, and understand language. They have tested me to be on a collegiate level. It appears Jameson and I were psychically linked. So not only did this brother I never met spend his whole life working for me, he also gave me a mind that otherwise would have been little better than being in the coma.
I wish I knew him better.
We had spoken on two occasions. Once he came into my mind to awaken me. He failed that day but he did reach my consciousness. He drew my eyes to his and we talked for hours. They say that this is what killed him. My powers went into his mind and caused him to begin to die. They never say it aloud but I can hear it in their minds. My telepathy is must stronger than his was. All my powers are..
But I do not feel wracked with guilt. My brother and I spoke. His voice.. his mind reached out to me in that other place. He cried out to my very soul and I heard him. He told me then about what made a man weak or strong. He told me about love and hatred. He begged me not to follow his path. And he told me about his savings.
Everyone I spoke to who knew him tells me of how frugal he was. Now I know why. He was saving every penny for me in a fun so that I could recover at my own pace. He left me enough so that with careful use it could last a lifetime.
I know, perhaps better than anyone, what it is to be loved. So even if I spoke to my brother who gave me life and a mind and a fortune only twice in those two times I spoke everything to him and feel no regrets. I am truly happy to be alive. And I will treasure that always. He died to preserve my life. I will always remember that.
 2:51 AM Aug 1
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